Just posting to say that I'm still alive. I have been busy doing stuff and going places and meeting people. And I'm a bit overwhelmed frankly. I'm so used to being an anti-social hermit, that it's all a bit too much for me. I have drunk too much, laughed too loud, shared too much with strangers and awkwardly flirted too much.
OMG, I have flirted like an awkward teenager, and made bad jokes and generally possibly made a total fool out of myself in front of people I will be seeing and meeting again! I need to calm down, hide under my covers and get over how cringingly embarrassed I am currently feeling.
And no, I was not drunk. I just am an awkward shy socially inept geek that over-compensates in social situations and acts like a loud obnoxious flirty idiot. Oh god, I want to stay at home for a couple of days until I feel better. I have overdosed on socialising. And too many guys now have my phone-number...
Sorry about the random spazzing, but I needed to vent before collapsing into an uneasy stressed sleep.
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